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Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...
alhamdulillah..jumpa lg..hehe..
cmna kbr skrg??ada ok??ok bha kalo ko kan..hehe..

kali ni..sy mo ltak post yg trakhir sblum esk(blik ostel)..xdpt mo post esk..awl sy blik..1st tem ni awl abis..tu pun nsib b'reason..jam 9 mo blik ostel..jam 10 tu ada ltihan kawad kaki ma operasi bomba..ok..sy xda mslah d ctu..tp,,brg2 mknn sgla kperluan asrma blum ada lg..grrr...gmna tu??xpa la tu..insyaAllah..mma dtg lg ptangnya tu..hurmm..ni latihan kmi yg las sda ni..hrp2 ok jk..xjadi lg cm aritu..dont make me cry anymore ok!!!??n dont spoil my mood..
    ari isnin sda ptandingan..slsa pun..doakan spya kmi dpt yg tbaek ok??insyaAllah..k..tu jk..pray 4 our success!!

<3 assalamualaikum <3
luv u all..=)

+! cuti ini??cemana??huk3.. !+

assalamualaikum frenz!!
how r u all???
c'hat??alhmdllh..sakit??hurmm..alhmdllh jgk..syafakillah..:))

hrmm..ni ari sabtu..esok blik asrama..no problem..haha...
alhmdllh..cuti ni,,kmi skeluarga smpt meroyan2 ke kundasang n ranau..from wednesday till 2day..4 days 3 nights..lamanya,..yg sadisnya,,dlm 5 org yg pegi tu,,sorg pun xtfikir utk bwa lptp..sda jln jauh lama2 gtu..huk3..tpaksa la mcari CC yg bdkatan dgn otel..adoiii..
     kmi stay 1mlm d perkasa otel,kundasang..sjuk abiss spnjang kmi d sna tu..huhu..sblum2 ni,,pigi sna xpla sesejuk tem tu..angin sntiasa btiup sepoi2...smpai ke tulang sum2 bha sjuknya..hik3..petang ari 1st tuh,,kmi p atas sana d kawasan dairy farm tu...pastu p tmpt org mndaki gunung tu..mmg bes!!gambar2 kmi sana blum msuk lptp lg..huk3..nnti la..bila2 sda ok..tggu jk..
    esoknya tu,,p ranau...sbnarnya mo stay 1 mlm jgk d sna..tp,,kmi ada urusan mo settle pla ari sabtu ni ari..so,,tpaksa la stay 1 mlm lg..pa urusannya tu??jeng...jeng..jeng..ada la..nnti la..

mo out sda..huhu..sori!asif!:)
k..that's all..jumpa len msa..bubye!!assalamualaikum wbt..=)))

+! maha suci Allah..aku mnyayanginya.. !+

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Alhmdllh..dpt kta btemu lg dlm post kli ni...
pa kbr??hrp c'hat hndakNya..

     here...i want to share bout my feeling..that always get into my heart...hurmm..feeling on wat??be patient...i'm sure that all the people had been got this feeling...wether now or before this...the feeling that i mean here is "love" @ cinta/sayang to someone...semua pnah alami kan??so,it's not new for us..but,,what i want to share here is bout how do we can change the 'love to someone' to the 'real love'??
     semua kita mngaku cinta Allah..cinta Rasul...cinta parents...cinta Allah lah yg paling agung...but,cinta mnusia tu ttap dtg mnerpa kdlm hati kita..kwn2...sdarlah..smua tu mainan dunia..wlwpun kita suda suka,,simpan shja dlm ati...jan luahkan...simpan...luahkan kpd Allah...bdoa kpdNya...spya kita dpt yg tbaik...twakal..nmun,,bg ssiapa yg masih d bngku skolah...jgnlah kmu pndai2 utk mhampiri cinta monyet...konsetret pljrn dlu..
     sy jga pnah alami bnda ni...sy pnah kapel dgn 'dia'..nmun,,Allah tlh mbuka pintu hti sy utk trima cinta driNya sbgai cinta t'agung n hakiki..alhmdllh..wlwpun bgtu,,bygan'nya' sllu dtg ke dlm kotak fikiran sy...astaghfirullahaladzim...ya Allah...kuatkan imanku...sy mngakui,,sy masih mnyimpan prsaan thdpnya..sdah 2 tahun kmi lost contact..sy pun xtahu apa pnyebabnya sy masih ingat pdanya...hari2ku blalu bgtu shja..byngannya ttap mnjenguk ke fikiranku wlwpun cma ssaat..
    ya Allah...jgn pnah biarkan aku lalai dgn dunia ini ya Allah..hmm...hp n facebook sy xpnah d periksa oleh parents..so,i think that i'm free!!nooo!it's not..one day,when i was busy messaging someone on the phone,my mum said to me,"bby..jgn mesej dgn llaki yg ko xknal atau kalo bnda tu xpnting aa..."i replied"ok mum!"but,on that tym,i was messaging wif a man that i juz knew him..juz a few days..i continued messaging wif him...the next day,,same thing happened to me when i was bz on the fb..my mum give advice to me on the same thing..i said,"ok mum!"sama juga..msa tu,,ada sorg llaki ni bwa bknalan..sy ok jk..lyn...bbrpa hri sy msj n chat ma llaki yg blainan tu...
     makin hari,makin mjadi pla llaki2 yg chat n msj sy tu..majal btul bwa msj n chat..smpai ada yg bwa kapel..sy msj dorg xtaw pla boleh jd smpai gtu..
     satu hari,,sy tmenung..ingatkan kata2 mama bbrpa hri yg llu.."jan b'kontek ma llaki yg ko xknal or bnda tu xpnting.."ya..ada hikmahnya mma sy gtu sma sy...sy jga yg dpt dri smua tu..abis topup gra2 dorg..bazir msa gra2 dorg..hmm..dri ctu..sy btaubat...b'azam xkan bwt smua tu lg..alhmdllh...sy tlh bjaya..gmbr2 sy yg tdk sptutnya d ltkkan d fb oleh seorg muslimah sdhpun sy buang...sgla msj n chat dri mna2 llki sy xlyn..kini,juz my frenz n Allah...alhmdllh..skrg smuanya brubah...btmbah baik..syukur sgt3!xla btambah stress..
      ssungguhnya...sgla yg buruk tu bmula dri diri kita sndiri...kita ltak gmbr kita yg bleh mnaikkan nafsu urg,,akn mnyusahkan dri kta sndiri..cba try,,jan ltak 1 pun gmbr yg cmtu d fb..atw jga privacy setting dia...ni cma saranan dri sy..Allah ilhamkan bnda ni kpd sy utk dsampaikan kpd smua..kbaikan utk smua...wallahu'alam..
     k..sy hrp,kwn2 smua dpt apa yg ingin sy smpaikan d sni..niat sy xsah lg kalo bukan krna Allah ta'ala...maafkan sy andai ada silap n salah..syukran for spending tym reading my post!!

wassalamualaikum wbt..:)
    

+! segala puji hanya utkNya..it's my bornday!!! !+

peace upon to u!!
how 'r u all??fine!?alhmdllh...

here,,i want tu story about my last bday on 3rd march 2012...heppy belated bday kamaliah!!!hoho..moga ko pnjang umur n sntiasa dmurahkan rzeki...amiiinn..n smoga result exam ko gempak2 ja..tQ!

hehe..mrapu...1st n foremost,,alhmdllh..makasi ya Allah krna mmberikanku pluang utk hidup lg...amal jari'ah msih prlu dtmbah lg...n also,,thanks to all that has wished n prayed for me on my bday..at school or on FB..syukran all!!sorry late reply ur post..i was at school on that day..no chance to on9..hehe..once again,thank u!!

that's all..bubyeee!!assalamualaikum...:)

+! subhanallah...mnsia mmg xpnah lari dri dugaan iman...:) !+

assalamualaikum buddyz!!
how r u??mudah2an smua baik2 sja..amiinn..

hrmm...mmg..lama xpost..besa la tu..hdup org tggl d asrama...kdang2 skli sbuln blik...2 kali sbulan..
sbr jk la..smua tu utk kjyaan smuanya...kan??ada hikmahnya..:)
k la...sy ikut bomba pnya kawad kaki n operasi(hos)..start latihan ujung bulan 2 tu...selang shari kmi latihan d balai bomba sembulan...kdang2 dkat isya' bru blik...sbr jk la...then,,1 aribulan mac tu exam...duiii...cmna ni??pnat tu...xpa2...always think positive..
      latihan trus djlnkan spnjang exam tu...alhmdllh..dpt jwb juga dgn baek...tp utk dptkan A tu,,xbrpa yakin la...huhu..memang stress gla la..kna susun masa bgus2..1 mlm tu,,pas blik dri surau bsar,,ada 1 mslh lg dtg..ada smting sy pnya kna ambik...huhu...sy gram btul..btmbah lg dgn stress latihan n exam...lastly,,sy nngis...tem prep tu..ntah..xtahan sda kli aa...alhmdllh..tnang la ckit pas nngis spuas ati tu..tp,,i'll never despair n loose hope..cause Allah is always by my side...ada hikmah d sblik smua ni...wallahu'alam...
     hari bgnti hari,,alhmdllh...exam sda abis...abis2 jk exam,,byk jgk prgram skola bwt..tgh mghrib isya tu,,ada jk cramah d surau bsar...then tem prep pun kdg2 ada...tem PNP,,mmg sntiasa mdebarkan..krna akan ada sesi semakan test paper..ataw dpt mrkah trus..huhu..sbr jk la..
     ari jumaat sblum cuti sminggu tu,,bomba stat latihan pagi2...smpaiiiiiiiii petang...tp bliknya ttap pas isya'..hoho...hurmm..tem latihan tu,,tem kmi bwt yg full pnya sda..sy stress!!!kin gram urg2 sna tu...tp,,nsib masi ada titisan ksabaran d ati ni..alhmdllh..kalo bole mo triak jk..tp sbr2...suddenly,,my heart chocked...cant take it up anymore..bkolamlah airmata d mata spnjang kawad itu..pura2 lap peluh d mata utk cover...nmun,,ada smwan yg prsan sy nngis tu..blik2 dia tgk pat sy..arhh...ber la dia..pa dia pdulik...biarlah Allah shja penemanku..
     1 lg,sptutnya blik bha aritu..tp kmi ada revision camp...smpai ahad...tem tu pun byk jgk dugaan dtg..mlm sabtu ka tu kalo xsilap...kmi ada klas KHB..pas abis kelas tu,,kna mnta utk stay d dwan utk tgk p'sembhan nsyid..grrrr...trus byk bha kluhan kluar dri mulut2 hamba Allah tem tu..why must they sigh???xbole sbr sda ka??always think positive ok!sy cuma mndiamkan diri..mls mo bwt ulasan or rumusan..pa cgu mnta,,ikut sja..asl xsalah..
     then,,tunggu pnya tunggu,,jam sdah mnunjukkan jam 11 mlm...hurmm..tgk d luar,,putra masi lepak2.aduiiii..apaka??then nmpak sorg ust nasyid tu d pntu dewan..dia suh kluar..aaA??kmi sgt blank..pnat bha tunggu lbih stngah jam sna..dia yg mnta kmi tunggu sna dewan...then,,dtg lg ust yg dgeruni tu..dgn bala2 tnteranya(putra f5) ke dewan..dia tnya,,"knpa kmu(putri) ni masih d dewan??kan sptutnya d asrama sdah?"kmi pun srba slh jga mo ckp apa,.ust yg dgruni tu tgk ust nasyid tu,,ust nsyid tu bilang "sy xtaw apa2 ni.."dgn slmbernya...hurmm..wallahu'alam...sperti yg diagak...byklah keluhan2 yg dluahkan oleh putri2 tercinta...
     sy fhm kmu smua mrh...sy pun mrh ok?!tp,,xbole ka ckp dlm ati jk??SABAR??xboleh??knpa mesti ckp jgk??sda la suara tu kuat...tahan la bha kmarahan tu..Allah tgh mnguji kita bha..kita ni ada KESABARAN masih ka x??tnyata,,stelah byk insiden2 yg blaku slma ni,,,thp ksbaran kita still low...iman kita blum mntap lg..stiap muslim idamkan iman yg mntap??btul kan kwn2??so,,pas ni..sy hrp kwn2 smua bole than nafsu mrh tu...kalo kita mrh,,mknanya kita sda kalah dgn hasutan syaitan...syaitan yg mnyuruh kita utk mrh tu..nauzubillah minzalik...
     all in all,,alhmdllh...dpt btahan..ni ujian Allah utk kita smua..jan cepat fikir yg buruk,,always think positive..tlglah...org bukannya suka dgr kluhan2 tu..apatah lg Allah...Allah suka dgn org2 yg bsabar...:)

k..that's all for now...remember...BE PATIENT...DONT DESPAIR AND NEVER LOOSE HOPE...CAUSE ALLAH IS ALWAYS BY OUR SIDE...DONT SIGH..owh ya!!pas cuti sminggu ni ptandingan sda tu kwd kaki n hos..pray for our success yaa!!:)thank u..

sekian...wassalamualaikum wbt...
smile always..dont stress2...(khas utk diriku..)hehe..

~+ stREssNyA!!!!! !+

Assalamualaikum..
hyeeee...pa kbr??ok syak bha kan??insyaAllah...
mudah2an kita smua d bwh naungan d plindungan Allah swt..amiinn..

okeh..sy bru blik dri asrama stelah 3 mnggu xblik...grrrrrrrr...
1st tem nih..huhu...sabar jk la..kjyaan mmg prlukan pngorbanan,,,ni la slh 1 drpdnya..
huhu..what 2 say here is,,i'm stress!mmg sy try sda xmo stress tu..mo relax jk..
tp,,ntah la..mkin mnjadi2 pla..huhu..ya Allah..kuatkan imanku...:(
byk pkara yg sda jd dlm 3 mnggu tu..n mnggu yg ktiga xblik ni la the worst!!!
want 2 know y??

hurmm..1st n 4most,,sy ikut hafazan..then kalah..wakil rumah sukan...huhu..sgt2 kcewa..rmai urg bg hrpan..
mmg nngis la pas abis jk kna test tu..yg mmbuatkan sy lbih hancur ati ni ialah,,ada hamba Allah tu...
dia yg test kmi yg hfzan ni..tem sy xdpt jwb tu,,dia ckp,,"TERUKNYA kau ni.."Allah...sy hnya mmpu b'istighfar byk2..tau la bha hina..xpyh la ckp..then,,pas dia ckp cm tu la,,sy ilang confidence..tu la KALAH!!!huhu..:'(

pastu,,pada hari khamis 23/2/12....d klas geografi..sy dpt BSL..what the??!!huhu...sabar2...smua tu dugaan Allah utk hmba2nya..xpa..sy try utk trima..ada hikmah d sblik smua ni..better drpd apa yg sy dpt tu..sy juga akan sntiasa ingat ayat 286 surah Al-baqarah...pnguat smngat sy!

hmm..mmg sgt tkanan..dugaan demi dugaan dtg...kawan2 mmg byk bg nsihat2 jgk...tp,,sy akan lbih tng kalo mbaca ayat2 Allah...surat cinta drpdNya..:)

k..sekian shja luahan sy..
maaf kalo da slh..k..
smile always!!
wassalamualaikum wbt...

~+ iNi AmAnAh Allah kpD Ku.. !+

assalamualaikum..:)
here ada sharing ckit..hurmm..xda niat laen..
arap smua fhm..k..

k..straight 2 da point..i was choosen to be PRS..pembimbing rakan sebaya...huhu..
alhmdllh...but,,i still dont hve d confidence on dat thing..
there r mny things that 1've to change in my self..b4 i help my frenz 2 change..
insyaAllah...i'll try d best 4 dat...juz pray 4 me..jawatan ni bukan calang2 yaa..
ya Allah..bantulah aku...:(.permudahkan urusanku...

sy arap kwn2 smua dpt trima sy seadanya...sy akan try yg tbaek...
sy mnta maaf kalo ada yg xtlyn yaa..fhm2 la yaa..kawan2ku yg 1 form,,kita kan rmai...so,,badan kita smua satu urg 1 kan?xboleh bhgi 3 kan??jd...saling mmhamilah kita yaa...please la...

cni..sy mo kongsi pngalaman la yaa..kawan2 smua...kmu taw jua kan kita xbole ada apa2 sngkaan sma org??apatah lg kita bsangka buruk...HARAM tu..kta mmg sllu gtu...ttgk smting yg mragukan,,mmg akan ada perspektif buruk yg kluar...cepat2 kta istighfar..ingat Allah..jan la fikir yg hukan2..

kalo sy,,kalo sy xpuas ati....sy mls mo pikir..except yg suda mlebih la...itu sy akan bgtaw trus ma org tu...tp kalo stkt2 jk,,mls la...always think positive!!buang msa jk pikir bnda yg bukan2...sy ngaku jgk,,sy suka jga tmnung tba2 tpikir smting..tp,,itu smua ada sbb yg mmg sgt mnghantui diri sy..kalo xsettle,,xtenang la sy tu..
ok la..stkt ni jk la sy mmpu ckp bwt msa ni...k..bye..
wallahu'alam...maaf kalo ada salah..:)..keep smiling...

wassalamualaikum wbt...