+! subhanallah...mnsia mmg xpnah lari dri dugaan iman...:) !+

assalamualaikum buddyz!!
how r u??mudah2an smua baik2 sja..amiinn..

hrmm...mmg..lama xpost..besa la tu..hdup org tggl d asrama...kdang2 skli sbuln blik...2 kali sbulan..
sbr jk la..smua tu utk kjyaan smuanya...kan??ada hikmahnya..:)
k la...sy ikut bomba pnya kawad kaki n operasi(hos)..start latihan ujung bulan 2 tu...selang shari kmi latihan d balai bomba sembulan...kdang2 dkat isya' bru blik...sbr jk la...then,,1 aribulan mac tu exam...duiii...cmna ni??pnat tu...xpa2...always think positive..
      latihan trus djlnkan spnjang exam tu...alhmdllh..dpt jwb juga dgn baek...tp utk dptkan A tu,,xbrpa yakin la...huhu..memang stress gla la..kna susun masa bgus2..1 mlm tu,,pas blik dri surau bsar,,ada 1 mslh lg dtg..ada smting sy pnya kna ambik...huhu...sy gram btul..btmbah lg dgn stress latihan n exam...lastly,,sy nngis...tem prep tu..ntah..xtahan sda kli aa...alhmdllh..tnang la ckit pas nngis spuas ati tu..tp,,i'll never despair n loose hope..cause Allah is always by my side...ada hikmah d sblik smua ni...wallahu'alam...
     hari bgnti hari,,alhmdllh...exam sda abis...abis2 jk exam,,byk jgk prgram skola bwt..tgh mghrib isya tu,,ada jk cramah d surau bsar...then tem prep pun kdg2 ada...tem PNP,,mmg sntiasa mdebarkan..krna akan ada sesi semakan test paper..ataw dpt mrkah trus..huhu..sbr jk la..
     ari jumaat sblum cuti sminggu tu,,bomba stat latihan pagi2...smpaiiiiiiiii petang...tp bliknya ttap pas isya'..hoho...hurmm..tem latihan tu,,tem kmi bwt yg full pnya sda..sy stress!!!kin gram urg2 sna tu...tp,,nsib masi ada titisan ksabaran d ati ni..alhmdllh..kalo bole mo triak jk..tp sbr2...suddenly,,my heart chocked...cant take it up anymore..bkolamlah airmata d mata spnjang kawad itu..pura2 lap peluh d mata utk cover...nmun,,ada smwan yg prsan sy nngis tu..blik2 dia tgk pat sy..arhh...ber la dia..pa dia pdulik...biarlah Allah shja penemanku..
     1 lg,sptutnya blik bha aritu..tp kmi ada revision camp...smpai ahad...tem tu pun byk jgk dugaan dtg..mlm sabtu ka tu kalo xsilap...kmi ada klas KHB..pas abis kelas tu,,kna mnta utk stay d dwan utk tgk p'sembhan nsyid..grrrr...trus byk bha kluhan kluar dri mulut2 hamba Allah tem tu..why must they sigh???xbole sbr sda ka??always think positive ok!sy cuma mndiamkan diri..mls mo bwt ulasan or rumusan..pa cgu mnta,,ikut sja..asl xsalah..
     then,,tunggu pnya tunggu,,jam sdah mnunjukkan jam 11 mlm...hurmm..tgk d luar,,putra masi lepak2.aduiiii..apaka??then nmpak sorg ust nasyid tu d pntu dewan..dia suh kluar..aaA??kmi sgt blank..pnat bha tunggu lbih stngah jam sna..dia yg mnta kmi tunggu sna dewan...then,,dtg lg ust yg dgeruni tu..dgn bala2 tnteranya(putra f5) ke dewan..dia tnya,,"knpa kmu(putri) ni masih d dewan??kan sptutnya d asrama sdah?"kmi pun srba slh jga mo ckp apa,.ust yg dgruni tu tgk ust nasyid tu,,ust nsyid tu bilang "sy xtaw apa2 ni.."dgn slmbernya...hurmm..wallahu'alam...sperti yg diagak...byklah keluhan2 yg dluahkan oleh putri2 tercinta...
     sy fhm kmu smua mrh...sy pun mrh ok?!tp,,xbole ka ckp dlm ati jk??SABAR??xboleh??knpa mesti ckp jgk??sda la suara tu kuat...tahan la bha kmarahan tu..Allah tgh mnguji kita bha..kita ni ada KESABARAN masih ka x??tnyata,,stelah byk insiden2 yg blaku slma ni,,,thp ksbaran kita still low...iman kita blum mntap lg..stiap muslim idamkan iman yg mntap??btul kan kwn2??so,,pas ni..sy hrp kwn2 smua bole than nafsu mrh tu...kalo kita mrh,,mknanya kita sda kalah dgn hasutan syaitan...syaitan yg mnyuruh kita utk mrh tu..nauzubillah minzalik...
     all in all,,alhmdllh...dpt btahan..ni ujian Allah utk kita smua..jan cepat fikir yg buruk,,always think positive..tlglah...org bukannya suka dgr kluhan2 tu..apatah lg Allah...Allah suka dgn org2 yg bsabar...:)

k..that's all for now...remember...BE PATIENT...DONT DESPAIR AND NEVER LOOSE HOPE...CAUSE ALLAH IS ALWAYS BY OUR SIDE...DONT SIGH..owh ya!!pas cuti sminggu ni ptandingan sda tu kwd kaki n hos..pray for our success yaa!!:)thank u..

sekian...wassalamualaikum wbt...
smile always..dont stress2...(khas utk diriku..)hehe..