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Assalamualaikum wbt...
Alhmdllh..dpt kta btemu lg dlm post kli ni...
pa kbr??hrp c'hat hndakNya..

     here...i want to share bout my feeling..that always get into my heart...hurmm..feeling on wat??be patient...i'm sure that all the people had been got this feeling...wether now or before this...the feeling that i mean here is "love" @ cinta/sayang to someone...semua pnah alami kan??so,it's not new for us..but,,what i want to share here is bout how do we can change the 'love to someone' to the 'real love'??
     semua kita mngaku cinta Allah..cinta Rasul...cinta parents...cinta Allah lah yg paling agung...but,cinta mnusia tu ttap dtg mnerpa kdlm hati kita..kwn2...sdarlah..smua tu mainan dunia..wlwpun kita suda suka,,simpan shja dlm ati...jan luahkan...simpan...luahkan kpd Allah...bdoa kpdNya...spya kita dpt yg tbaik...twakal..nmun,,bg ssiapa yg masih d bngku skolah...jgnlah kmu pndai2 utk mhampiri cinta monyet...konsetret pljrn dlu..
     sy jga pnah alami bnda ni...sy pnah kapel dgn 'dia'..nmun,,Allah tlh mbuka pintu hti sy utk trima cinta driNya sbgai cinta t'agung n hakiki..alhmdllh..wlwpun bgtu,,bygan'nya' sllu dtg ke dlm kotak fikiran sy...astaghfirullahaladzim...ya Allah...kuatkan imanku...sy mngakui,,sy masih mnyimpan prsaan thdpnya..sdah 2 tahun kmi lost contact..sy pun xtahu apa pnyebabnya sy masih ingat pdanya...hari2ku blalu bgtu shja..byngannya ttap mnjenguk ke fikiranku wlwpun cma ssaat..
    ya Allah...jgn pnah biarkan aku lalai dgn dunia ini ya Allah..hmm...hp n facebook sy xpnah d periksa oleh parents..so,i think that i'm free!!nooo!it's not..one day,when i was busy messaging someone on the phone,my mum said to me,"bby..jgn mesej dgn llaki yg ko xknal atau kalo bnda tu xpnting aa..."i replied"ok mum!"but,on that tym,i was messaging wif a man that i juz knew him..juz a few days..i continued messaging wif him...the next day,,same thing happened to me when i was bz on the fb..my mum give advice to me on the same thing..i said,"ok mum!"sama juga..msa tu,,ada sorg llaki ni bwa bknalan..sy ok jk..lyn...bbrpa hri sy msj n chat ma llaki yg blainan tu...
     makin hari,makin mjadi pla llaki2 yg chat n msj sy tu..majal btul bwa msj n chat..smpai ada yg bwa kapel..sy msj dorg xtaw pla boleh jd smpai gtu..
     satu hari,,sy tmenung..ingatkan kata2 mama bbrpa hri yg llu.."jan b'kontek ma llaki yg ko xknal or bnda tu xpnting.."ya..ada hikmahnya mma sy gtu sma sy...sy jga yg dpt dri smua tu..abis topup gra2 dorg..bazir msa gra2 dorg..hmm..dri ctu..sy btaubat...b'azam xkan bwt smua tu lg..alhmdllh...sy tlh bjaya..gmbr2 sy yg tdk sptutnya d ltkkan d fb oleh seorg muslimah sdhpun sy buang...sgla msj n chat dri mna2 llki sy xlyn..kini,juz my frenz n Allah...alhmdllh..skrg smuanya brubah...btmbah baik..syukur sgt3!xla btambah stress..
      ssungguhnya...sgla yg buruk tu bmula dri diri kita sndiri...kita ltak gmbr kita yg bleh mnaikkan nafsu urg,,akn mnyusahkan dri kta sndiri..cba try,,jan ltak 1 pun gmbr yg cmtu d fb..atw jga privacy setting dia...ni cma saranan dri sy..Allah ilhamkan bnda ni kpd sy utk dsampaikan kpd smua..kbaikan utk smua...wallahu'alam..
     k..sy hrp,kwn2 smua dpt apa yg ingin sy smpaikan d sni..niat sy xsah lg kalo bukan krna Allah ta'ala...maafkan sy andai ada silap n salah..syukran for spending tym reading my post!!

wassalamualaikum wbt..:)