+! sollu 'alaih..!+

~! assalamualaikum wbt.. !~

hmm..k..mybe dis will b da last post b4 i go there..

hmm..juz found my phone..buka tu,,huihh..11 bha miskol dri kwn2..dorg gna public fon..sori guys!!fon bru jumpa..huhu..sy taw tu,,kmu akan kol sy...tp,,pa bleh bwt..huhu..rindu kmu smua!!!sori jgk xdpt slm2 ma kmu...jan kmu sdih2 aa..doakan jk yg tbaik utk sy d sna aa..kalo bleh,,smoga kita bsama golongan yg benar..d jln yg sntiasa mnuju Allah..insyaAllah..khamis 24/5 sy akan ke sna...ambik brg..kalo smpat,jumpa kmu dlu..ptang tu sy jln..mudah2an dpermudahkan urusan..amiinn..

aarghh!!rsa bsalah sgt sma kmu oo..sy yg mnta kmu kol..tp sy yg xangkat..huhu...jumpa nnti k??!insyaAllah..hayati lagu d bwh ni sma2..nice..hati luluh..:"(

wassalamualaikum,,.:)
ku temui damai d baitullah..:)

+! alhmdllh.. !+

~! assalamualaikum wbt.. !~
jumpa lg!alhmdllh..hehe..sy jk d ruma ni skrg..yg len skola..huk3..

k..alhmdllh..i was given chance to have n try d nikon d3100..thank u Allah..thanks mama for buying me that cmera..sy hrp sy xkan lalai dgn bnda tu..insyaAllah..first2 pake tu ofkos sakai..haha...aduii..p mna2 gmbr..bnda tu dbeli btarikhkan 20/5/2012 btempatkan d karamunsing kk..ni antra gmbr2 yg tlh d ambil..hmm..bru bljar ok??haha..

my lovely MUM!!!

meowww!

waffle!puihhh...haha..

lens closer..

kucingku yg pmalas..haha..

alamat ruma..sepa mo pg,pg jk..insyaAllah dsambut..haha..

again..:)

tu jk la kli sy mo share...m'isi masa while so bz ni..huhu..k..bye..c u then..

wassalamualaikum wbt..

+! hUrm..:( !+

~! assalamualaikum wbt... !~
aga kareba??kareba madecheng??alhmdllh,..

hehe..alhmdllh..sy dberi klepasan awl utk blik ruma..atas sebab2 yg mnybabkan sy blik..wahaha..men2 jk..mo bwt p'siapan bha for da coming days..ni ari selasa...sy blik tgh ari td..what happened at my school bfore i left it??huhu..

ari ni kmi pake bju PJ patutnya..tp,,sy agak mls..sy sorg jk la yg xpake bju PJ..agak malu la..haha...:P
then,,tem PJ tu,,cgu suh bwt folio PJ..alhmdllh..smua bwt nota geo..haha..astaghfirullah..then mnta restu cgu rosliza atas kpergian sy nnti..agak sdih la jgk..huhu..cgu psan mnta doakan..insyaAllah..tem pj tu,,sy ada try jumpa pngetua 2 kli..1st tu,,bg jk tu surat...ok la sda..

pastu pai,,xda ustaz msuk..bwt geo jk spnjang tu..haha..ada la ttdur 5 mnit gtu..hha..adoii..apaka..hurmm.. kmi pnya msa dpendekkan sgt td..blik jam 12.05....alhmdllh..tem BAK,kna suh p PS..sy pg la ni..ngan hibri..org t'awal..haha..p sna,jumpa cgu fikri..dia mnta tlg guntingkan smting..dia pun ptong jga..tp dia lmbt..dia ckp,"lajunya awk kmaliah..kita lumba ok.."haha..mna jk cgu..then,,ustzh eka msuk...sy join la..mula cam besa..dorg bg2 kertas test..blum lg ada mrkah la..xsmua kna rait lg..hmm..tba2 ustzh tnya,,
''eh kamaliah..knpa ko sorg jk pake bju skola ni??"haa??ahha..sy jwb dgn tsipu2 malu..''sja jk ni ustzh..mo balik bha nnti.."dia tnya knpa..mls mo jwb..haha..pastu kwn jwbkan...ooo..gud2..pastu bincang2 sal soklan tu,,sy jak yg kna..apa2,,sy yg kna suh jwb..kalo xdpt,,kna sindir la..haha..adoi..sbr jk la..tp sy taw,,dorg men2 jk tu..xkan ada niat apa2 yg xbgus..abis smua tu,,slm2 la ma ustzh ni..mnta restu...and da same thing she ask me to do,,pray for her n my form..insyaAllah..:)

then,p pjbt am..mo try jumpa lg..xdpt jga..dlm stngah jam pastu,,sy pg lg sna..ok la jgk..10 mnit tggu dlm tu..madam zainab tnya,,npa ko cni..sy ckp la..ooo...dia ckp..hoho..then,jumpa la pngtua ni..ok.jk dia ckp..no komen lngsung..haha..alhmdllh..slsai tu,,jumpa mdam..mnta restu..dia mnta doakan tuk form jgk..:)

masa trus blalu....hati sy smkin sbak..sbak n sdih utk tinggalkan skola..huhu..suddenly dkat mo sej tu,,i cried..xtahan sda..huhu...bnjir bha,..huhu..syarfa bg tisu..fhm jgk dia..haha..thnx fren..pastu cgu ju msuk,bwt stedy jk la..dpt mrkah sej tu,,ermm..diam2 jk la..bleh improve lg..insyaAllah..pastu,,cgu ckp sal kja kursus..kna bwt tem cuti ni..mmg byk la folio mo kasi siap tem cuti ni..huhu..sbr jk la..sy crita la ni..bleh mnta awl ka tu elemen2 tu..cgu tnya la..fhm bha kan jgk..gtu la jga dialog2 dgn cgu2 laen...n at last,,she hugged me..owh..cgu..bru jk sy nngis td cgu..hurm..pluk2 la ni..so tharu..mkasi atas doanya cgu...:)

n..PNP pun abis..sblum tu,,smpat jgk sy mnta maaf ma dorg putra..tp,,mllui org len la..dorg fhm jgk..tem smua siap2 mo blik tu,,mcm org klas tu xmo jln ni dri klas...sy pun mmg nngis tem tu..sdih sgt..huhu..mmg mo pindah jk rsanya..kwn2 (putri) pun nngis..adoiii...ssah gni..jan nngis bha sahabat2ku..doakan jk utk sy d sna..k..dont worry..ya Allah...tabahkanlah hati kami atas ppisahan smentara ini..:"(

hurmm..insyaAllah..sy mo p skola rabu ataw khamis ni..ada mo ambik smting..mo jumpa jga kwn2..blum lg jumpa smua..huhu..:)k..that's all coretan sy utk kli ni...mmg pnjng..thnx for reading!:)

~! wassalamualaikum wbt.. !~

+! masyaAllah..rindunya temanku..hurmm.. !+

~! assalamualaikum readers2 all..!~
hoho...nighty post..somthing to share..:(

hmm..sy rindu kwn sy yg satu urg tu oo...kmi mmg rpt..mmg..dlu smpai skrg...ntah laa..cmna mo ckp...skrg ni..kmi mcm kurg sdah btguran...sy pun xtaw,,sy yg xtgur dia ataw sbliknya??but,,sy rsa sy yg kurg mnegur dia..bcause of something..sy xbniat mo jauhi dia..tp,,mybe,that's da best 4 her...hurmm..syg tu mmg speechless la as fren..ouchh...so sad to story..:'(

bukan mo ckp apa la..kwn sy ni mmg syg sy jgk..n insyaAllah i know how's her love toward me..after i knew that,,of course i feel so guilty for not greeting her as usually along a few months ago...but,,my heart told me to juz let it be..i really confuse..oh Allah..guide me!sy syg dia..n hoping she didn't has any bad or negatif perspektif toward me..i think that's da best for her n for her happiness too..i felt like i rarely make her happy..wallahualam..huhu...

katahuilah sahabatku...wlwpun sy jrg tgur ko sdah..syg sy ttp mcm batu..never change..insyaAllah..."sorry if u're diappointed by my weird behaviours bfore this..sy sllu jln ma m*n*A kan..dlu sllu kita b'tiga jln sma2..but now,,it changed..i'll imagine that u're also with us on that time..really miss to stroll2 with u...talk2..story mory...n many more laa"..sy xpertikaikan la psl her new frens tu..insyaAllah no problem there...sy ok jk dgn dorg..

aahh!!?xtaw la..mls mo pikir..once again..sori ya kawan...hmm...sori kalau ko xngam dgn cara sy..sy taw ko sakit ati n kcewa ma sy..after byknya bnda sda ko bg n bwt tuk sy..mcm sy ni xhargai ko plak kan??huhu...sy xda niat bwt gtu..but,,tu la...sy pun xtaw knpa n apa sbnrnya..hmm..msti ada hikmahnya...

hmm..ada lgu ckit..hehe...

k...that's all i want to say for now..pnjang umur jumpa..syukran for reading..pray for our best!

wassalamualaikum wbt..:)

+! d cTu kU tEmUi dAmAiku,.. !+

~! assalamualaikum wbt !~
pa kbr para hamba Allah sklian??ada baik??alhmndllh.
hee..2 weeks no meet rite??haha..

k..ni ari sabtu...19 ari bulan...nnti 26 ari blan oliday 2 mnggu!!yeh!!haha...alhmdllh..
hmm..bru abis exam ni..huhu..bru kmrin abis paper las..mmg tensen gla..kbnyakan paper ssah2 soklan dia..sbr jk la..huhu..trget 1.00 tu mmg kompom xdpt la..pmr bru bleh tu..trget 1.67 jk la..huhu..ber la..plhan2 jk..kan??hehe..juz pray for our success!

hmm...td pagi,,sy p msjid negeri sabah..ada kursus *****...bukan kawin aa..haha...k la..stret tu da point...kursus umrah..mmg bes sgt kursus tu!byk p'isian sy dpt..ilmu yg mmg ssah mo dpt..huhu..that's y la topik sy d 'ctu' ku temui damaiku...'ctu' tu refer kpd tmpt kta mngerjakan umrah tu..insyaAllah...

antara ilmu2 ataw kisah2 yg sy dpt dlm kursus tu,majo mmg pasal kota mekah n madinah..sejarah2 dia..knpa msa mngerjakan umrah tu msti gtu msti gini...smuanya ada kisah tsendiri rupanya..sy pikir mmg gtu..sy sertakan la aa bbrpa crita dlm post kali ni..harap smua enjoy..:)

kisah imam malik...dahulu,,dia mnunggang unta slma 7 hari 7 mlm utk ke madinah..sampai shja d sempadan madinah,,dia trus turun dri untanya krana dia xmau dirinya lbih tinggi drpd Rasulullah...snggup tu...msuk p mdinah jln kki jk la..btpa hormatnya,,sayangnya dia kpd Rasulullah...hmm..:/...

tu jk la utk kali ni..len kli lg sy pos aa..insyaAllah...k...

assalamualaikum..:)

+! suDDenly miSs tHeM! !+

~! assalamualaikum wbt !~

yuhuuu!!hau a yu??

ada baik??alhmdllh..

hehe...

hurmm...rindunyaaaa skolaaa!!rindunya ostel!!!!!hahhaa..sbr jk la..tu la..sepa suh tmbh 1 ari blik bmlm ni..tgk,,len sda rindunya..haha..tape2..blik jua ni ari..hehe..rindu much2 dgn kwn2..hmm...adakah diri ini drindui jgk??huk3..sepa la sy..haha..xbha..men2 jk..

bha..sda la ..tu jk..sbnrnya byk lg..tp,,tngguh jk..xpnting pown..k...bubyeee...c u then..

~! wassalamualaikum wbt..!~

~! wHaT tHe??!!!!!! !+

~! assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.. !~
gmna kbrnya smua??haha..harap2 baik2 aja..
n always d bwh naungan berkat Allah swt..amiinn..:)

back to the topic..what the???!ouchhh...sooooooooooo annoying!!!Oh Allah..guide me!forgive me!
why??i know i hve many weakness compared to others...i realised it..very sorry to say..sepa yg mau smua tu??Allah sdah kurniakan kpd sy...what must i say??alhmdllh..accept it with open heart..

why must 'u' humiliate me??r 'u' so perfect??ya Allah.tabahkanlah atiku..hamba org yg sungguh lemah..jan hina bha..smua tu Allah bg sma sy..yg 'ko' hina tu ciptaan Allah..Allah xsuka mkhluknya d hina...huhu..sy xbleh gni ni..mmg akan bkolam air mata d mata tu..bla2 msa akan bderai..huhu..tlglahh..

trima la sy..trima sy as i am..fhm sy!!taw la bha 'ko' tu sgt lah perfect...xpnah kna hina..bha..cba 'ko' bygkan diri 'ko' kna hina..bleh trima ka??fikir bhaa..jan trus ckp..cba la doakan sy dpt yg tbaik..'ko' ckp gtu,,tmbah la tu bnda ma sy..ko doakan lg sy..huhu...wlw siapa pun 'ko'..i dont care..'ko' rpt ma sy...tu sy ssah mo trima tu...huhu...ya Allah..jauhilah aku dri prsaan benci..benci tu bukan ciri2 org yg b'iman..astaghfirullah...

"SABAR!!!SABAR KAMALIAH!!!TU BARU UJIAN KCIL UTK KO..BYK LG UJIAN MNUNGGU KO TU...BIARLAH DORG..URUSAN DORG DGN ALLAH..KO JLNKAN JK TNGGUNGJWB KO SBGAI HMBA ALLAH,..BYKKAN BDOA KPDNYA...SNTIASA INGAT ALLAH..JAN PDULI TU..DOAKAN DORG DPT HIDAYAH..UTK DIRI KO JGK...JAN TENSEN2..INSYA ALLAH..KO BLEH TU.."


hati ttap setia mberikan kata2 smngat kpd sy..alhmdllh..trima kasih iman..huhu..keep saving my heart ok?!:)

k..pray 4 my best..
~! wassalamualaikum..wbt..!~

+! lalala..trouble is fren! !+

~! Assalamualaikum wbt !~
lama xjumpa gink..haha..
pa kbr??mudah2an sihat..amiin..

k..bye..haha,...xba..k..mcm 1 blan sda bha xupdate..huhu..bz abis ni..lgpun tggal asrma jgk..blik ruma pun mnada bksmpatan sgt mo updte blog ni..huhu..xpa..bz utk kbaikan jgk..insyaAllah..

hmm...what 2 say here is,,i dont know how's my life now...xmnentu sda..ntah la npa..mngkin daily routine skrg ni agak packed..d skola cbuk...d uma pun cbuk jgk..sbr jk la..omwok tu,,mmg always chasing me!hoho..

mnggu lpas ptutnya blik ruma...tp sy rsa mcm mlas jk mo blik..nnti xtbuat tu omwok..at last,,i succeeded!haha..bjaya btahan d asrama wlwpun hakikatnya hati mronta2 mnta blik ruma..byk sbnrnya faktor sy xblik tu..xpyh la crita cni scra detail2..not important at all...putri yg stay d ostel ada 9 org jk..sy,fizah amirhusin,lina,rodhiah f2,ayu f2,munirah f2,nani,,huda n sida..hehe..njoy bha snaa!!mcm rja d ostel nih..haha..stay2 d odtel pun,,grrrr..xjgak siap tu omwok..haha..astaghfirullah..(agak xcited jgk crita sal xblik ni..psal ni kali ke2 sy xblik msa mmg dsuruh blik bmlm..hoho)

bah3..ttup sal tu..bidak tul crita..haha..hmm..now,,wanna to share about bnda yg ,mmg xasing dlm idup kta..masalah oh masalah..huhu...npa mslh mo dtg ma kita??it'll make us more mature!kita akan dpt pngalaman yg sgt bguna utk kita hadapi msa dpan kta..

hmm..my problem??hehe...xda la..deiii...mnta puji jk tu..ada bha..byk abiss..tp,,mls la mo biar mslah mngawal diri..nnti gila jadinya,,..kna pndai pikir tu mslah tu..jan tensen2 sgt..jan pikir sgt..tawakal..d smping cari jln pnyelesaian..jan sllu tnjuk muka stress..nnti urg tgk,,dorg lg stress dri kta yg mmg stress nih..hoho..
(adakah sy gni??kdg2 la..hehe..)insyaAllah...ni la cara sy hadapi..kwn2 cmna??msti lg bgus dri cara sy ni kan??hehe..share2 lerr..:)
sy mo mnta maap la sma sepa2 yg sy pnah bg muka mekong ma kmu...sori byk2..wallahu'alam npa sy gtu..huhu..:(

''hadapilah dgn tenang..sntiasa ingat Allah...istighfar..astaghfirullah..mngkin ada yg Allah ingin tnjukkan kpd kita mlalui ni..mohonlah agar dkuatkan iman..dkurniakan ksabaran n ktabahan mnghadapi ujian itu...n sntiasa bgantung harap kpd Allah..tawakal..mmohon kpdNya agar dtunjukkan jln utk mnyelesaikan mslh itu..."


<kata2 utk sahabat2 sklian tmasuklah diri sy sndiri..>


owh ya...alhmdllh..skrg sy mo lbihkan fokus sy kpd PMR!wanna get the best!so,,one of my way to get the best is by deactivating my FB!sumber inspirasi sy ialah my fren..syahirah syazwani..thnx fren..mudah2an usha kita xsia2..amiinn..gudluck PMR pren!:)

hmm...k laaa..bubyee..that's all 4 now..c u then!

~! assalamaualaikum wbt !~